My rude shock, your kids has autism

We learn pretty quick with have kids that your friends and family learn to keep their mouth shut when you need them to be more upfront.
So when you start knowesting that your kids not really doing what "normal kids" are doing you kinder alway want it to be a family member or a friend to be more open with you when it come to your kids..

Yes it going to hurt to hear it, but you do learn to forgive and start the self battle of acceptance that you kids maybe different.

My mum a perfect example of doing this:

One of my dear friends that has study and work with children in childcare center and from many year of baby sitting family kids want to tell me that michael was behind etc.... but she told my mum friends so of course my mum told her to no say anything...

I took me year after getting Michael autism result, That my friend told me she want to tell me when michael was about 2.5yrs.

I would i love to hear it year's ago because of course it take 12month before you can ever someone to tell you yes your kid has a disability.

So it took me 2 year later to work it all out on my own from having the rude shock been told michael had autism was from a friends saying it behind my back, Now that was a very rude shock.

So course i had the personal battle of:

1:why would a friend say that about my kid

2: why didnt they talk to me first

those wear the two thing that play in my head for about 6month- year, So i feel into a state of depression over it... it was upsetting their nothing wrong with my kids? is their?

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So after 6month of feel sick everyday i start to learn accept well maybe their right so i start to enjoy Michael and watch Michael and what he did............

They was the point I when ok their something hear "what can I do about it"? 

First I try to talk to the childcare center about it...

Well they tip toe around me, that didn't work

so i ask community health they didn't really help with what i need to...........

So after pissing off the child care and the Community health Michael was with.

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I put my foot down and move him from them and when with my own gut feel and pretty much said to  the new community health intake clinic i want someone to give my an upfront answer good or bad. I need to know

So could they did all the paper work with my and one said yes we can know est he autistic with was like THANK YOU...

So once we had the right answer like ok how do we move forward now...

I like to note at the and of this i do not have a issue with Michael having autism i have never had a issue i think it make him a more interesting personal and soul and also it is who he is and i don't want to change that. I love him more because of his autism.